I hav lots of sorrows ,putting out mind from my sorrows I use to doze my self whole day(xcept my college hours?

As um studing literature in english so hav to study a lot, but for frustration I cant fix my mind on studies.Consequently , I remaing at the back of odars...i intensly desire to sparkle in life crossing over all frustrations,but whenever I sit for book all distresses envelop me and my lessons get complicated so dat i fail to focus on it. Each day I feel I will seriously start my sudies from the next day but when the next day comes I keep it for another next day ,nothing going ahead for my laziness... I wan to do something excellent...but very much disturbd I’m...why I cant do anything..feel as a loser