Feeling numb and coldhearted?

I feel like Lifes so pointless. lately things never feel right. My boyfriend is really christian and I'm still having a hard time accepting it. he wasnt before. I feel like I love him less than I did last year. My familys really religious. And I want to get away from it. But the boyfriends got it. I dont want any comments about how I should become christian. tried it. Dont wna hear it.